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Little Things Week 6/18/2017

I had nothing that I had to do this Monday but sleep in and relax. The weather was absolutely beautiful, perfect for opening all the windows. Really enjoying my house today.

My only Tuesday appointment at the salon cancelled and now I have an extra day to relax! The weather is soooo beautiful and my back yard looks great! All my chores are done for the week.

I ended up getting on camera Tuesday and having an amazing night, a lot like the short I had written earlier. 

My cat had injured himself a couple weeks back and he is finally back to normal again. I’m so glad to see him feeling better.

It is officially summer and the days are long. I love sitting out back when I get home from work. 

I made it to yoga four times this week and my body felt amazing.

Woke up in a bad mood Friday, heavy with everyone’s shit from my day job. But I napped after yoga and woke up feeling the opposite, like I got a second chance to start my day. 

Had a really good night on camera Friday, got to spend time with a lot of my regulars. I love how busy my room has been since that awesome party I did last weekend. 

I didn’t feel completely drained after the salon Saturday. It was nice to have one of those rare days where people actually make me feel good in the salon. 

One of my clients traded me some bud for her nails and she gave it to me in an Easter egg. I have been calling her Miss Bunny now haha.

I found an amazing bra that fits me perfect and it actually sexy. I also found the perfect pillows for the living room and a really cute top.

I went to the grocery store without a bra on and made like 10 guys almost walk into a wall.

My plants are actually growing! Except the hostas, I think they are getting too much sunlight.

I realized this week that I want to quit my nail job after the summer. I am afraid, but I think I need to do it. 

Little Things Week 6/4/2017

A bit late with this post, sorry guys! It’s been a busy weekend and I needed some extra time to recover. 

I squirted! I knew I could do it.

One of my cam clients wrote me a poem, which is sweet in itself, but when I read it I was actually blown away. It was the most beautifully accurate description of me, I could see how much thought actually went into it. He sees the rainbow inside me. 

Finally cleared the air about the dogs in the salon issue. I win. No dogs.

I noticed an important pattern in my behavior this morning when I started my period early. Before I get my period I spend money like crazy. Must find better way to regulate brain chemistry.

Cleared the air about my “friend” taking my soundbar and lying about buying my tv and stand, which was the deal for me giving it to her. She will be returning it tomorrow and I feel much better now.

I am realizing that I need to speak up when people try to do me wrong and not back down when they try to lie their way out of it either. I had a huge epiphany for the next part of my sleeve after all the annoying things that happened this week. I love seeing the reason for it all πŸ™‚

One of my nail clients said that during her appointment she was able to talk about the recent death in her family and actually cry. I said I was flattered she felt comfortable enough with me to let go and her response was so touching. She said, “Come on, have you met you?!”

I had my best day on camera Friday, and then i topped that day on Sunday! And I got 4 new badges from the site, which are like little milestones. It’s happening and I am present to witness and enjoy it!

 I met someone in my room who is actually really awesome and attractive. Weird amount of things in common with me….

When I started camming, I felt that I needed my nail job as a “reality check” because being on felt like such a different world to me. But really, I was just afraid of how much better my life can be. Now I feel like being on camera is where I belong and the salon is this place I am transitioning out of πŸ™‚

Little Things Week 5/28/2017

I met my mom for a hot yoga class at my favorite studio. It felt very challenging, but I like that.

I made dinner Monday night that was healthy and actually tasted delicious.

I skipped yoga Tuesday which normally makes me sad, but I slept in for the first time since I can remember and I feel a lot better. I need to get more sleep.

I went to calling hours for my cousin and when I looked at her she didn’t really look like herself. She was beautiful and it made me realize how much of that came from what was inside her.

I mowed my grass for the first time since high school and it was weirdly fun and satisfying. It looks soooo much better!

I don’t have a very busy schedule for the weekend which makes me feel good, relaxed and motivated to get on camera πŸ™‚

I paid my rent and all of my bills on time and I still have money left over! This hasn’t happened to me in years!!!!

My cat didn’t wake me up early this morning and I actually got to sleep the whole night through. I feel so refreshed and grateful that he is finally adjusting to my new sleep schedule.

I have been craving healthy foods this week, I’m thinking that hot yoga class detoxes me a bit. I’ll take it.

I took a more advanced class at my favorite yoga studio and it felt amazing! The teacher said I did really well, which made me feel good. I also can’t remember the last time I slept so great.

I had one of my best nights on camera yet and I made most of my money in chat! I had a very successful party that went on for almost my whole shift!!! And I immediately went private when I ended it, a nice long one too πŸ™‚

I started showing my whole body on camera instead of just my shoulders up and I actually feel comfortable to do so for the first time ever. 

Little Things Week 5/21/2017

I had the craziest private session on camera yet. I invited one of my guy friends over and he sat in the corner and watched me work. The crowd loved it. It was my third best night yet.

I met someone really cool in my room today. Our conversation sparked tons of ideas for being on cam.

I watched my neighbor help his friend move in. He looked super sexy carrying all that furniture.

I turned 31 and I feel really good about the year to come. I was surprised how many people wished me a happy birthday. I’m obsessed with the scent of this candle my sister got me from Hawaii.

I had a great dinner with my parents and they sat us in the Willie Nelson corner, which was totally fitting.

I heard Peaches by The Presidents of the United States of America on the radio.

I’m feeling much more comfortable on camera lately. I am ready to start studying and improving myself. I think I may finally have my scheduling about figured out as well.

I discovered Shakey Graves.

I had this dream about fucking a guy I work with, pretty great dream.

I looked out the window while I was getting ready for work and this guy was singing in his car, like really into it. He may have been rapping, I couldn’t tell. I also just remembered that I saw a guy on a motorcycle earlier this week jamming out super loud to Wobble. 

When I went in to work my co-worker had gotten me a gift certificate to my favorite coffee shop. 

I rearranged my room and added some color. It feels soooo much better in here. 

I felt amazing at yoga Wednesday despite it being my first class this week. I felt stronger than I usually do.

Happy with myself for not going home early from work and skipping yoga. 

I was out of bud and couldn’t find any and then one of my clients unexpectedly tipped me in bud!

I had to stand up for myself a lot the past couple weeks and I feel good about it for once instead of guilty. The end of my week was rough, but it all led to a big epiphany. I needed all of it.

Little Things 5/7/2017 -5/20/2017

The universe is limitless, abundant and strangely accommodating. When I direct my attention toward the good things in my life, even better things start to happen. These were the good things in my life over the last two weeks:

Someone put a giant sign out by the road that says Sausage Sangwich $3.00 hahaha 

I got a $25 gift card for Kohl’s in the mail this morning.

I didn’t let the girl at the coffee shop complain to me about her allergies or all the shit other people don’t do when she’s gone. It was nice. I’m starting to feel like I’m over that place, which will really just benefit me as well.

Tuesday yoga was really nice. Hip openers this week and class was challenging, but not as difficult as it has been lately. And it was actually warm up there instead of freezing which was a really nice first.

My friends like to come over and kick it at my new house. I had a house full of people today and it was such a nice change from being cooped up in that tiny apartment where you feel like you can’t even move or relax. 

My co-worker referred to the band The Cranberries as The Raspberries. I chuckled for a good while inside.

One of my older clients and I were talking about fruit arrangements and she told me that she really only likes the balls.

I got asked out at a stoplight on the way to my friend’s house by the guy in the car next to me. I wasn’t interested, but it still made me feel good.

I’m feeling very strong and flexible at yoga lately. I notice a really huge difference in where I am now compared to last year. Things that use to be really hard feel good to me now, like binds. Boat pose use to feel impossible and today it was easy. 

Made eggs over easy for the first time in the new house and realized that its level, unlike my apartment.

Redeemed the Kohl’s gift card for a bottle of Guess Girl and with my coupons I only spend $3. 

I haven’t really had much time to write lately. This makes me happy because my life is actually getting exciting. 

Week of 4/30/2017

The universe is limitless, abundant and strangely accommodating. When I direct my attention toward the good things in my life, even better things start to happen. These were the good things in my life this week:

I fell asleep early last night and I think I’m finally caught up on sleep. Feeling pretty great. β˜€οΈ 

Was sitting here thinking how I wished it would rain so I wouldn’t have to mow the grass and then a guy knocked on the door and offered to do it for $10. Hell yes.

I ordered a pizza from a new place around the corner and it came with free ranch dressing. Like the good restaurant kind.

I stood up into a bird of paradise pose at yoga for the first time. So so grateful for my Tuesday yoga teacher and how hard she pushes me. 

My cat loves his new hotel. He wants to play in in all the time, sleeps in it all day. We were playing in it today and he just passed out right in the middle. He is currently chasing a gushers wrapper back and forth behind the curtains. So many things he loves about the new house and it really makes me happy. 

My futon arrived and I had time to set it up before work. I was glad it came while I was at home so it wasn’t sitting on my porch all day in the rain. 

The sun was beaming down through the clouds this evening and you could see all these giant rays glowing. It’s hard to explain what it looked like, but it was beautiful. 

I have been using milk made by a local couple for my lattes and I only find it in a pint size at random stores around me. Well, this morning I noticed a gas station near me sells the milk and they order gallons and half gallons for customers! Finally!!

I finally have my house and all the errands that come along with moving finished!!

It was kind of hard to do this post because i had such a rough week of people taking their shit out on me and trying to make me miserable, but I am so so so grateful this week is finally over and so I can just be home with my cat and finally relax. A lot of people got blocked from my phone this week. Just don’t need it. I welcome new and more positive people into my life now. 

Week of 4/23/2017

The universe is limitless, abundant and strangely accommodating. When I direct my attention toward the good things in my life, even better things start to happen. These were the good things in my life this week:

I have almost everything put away in the new house and it looks beautiful. I had this vision several months ago where I lived in a house with light wooden floors, sheer white flowing curtains and lots of natural sunlight. I have that now. 

My parents came over for dinner and I made lobster that was actually delicious. They brought my flowers that go perfectly with the theme of my breakfast nook–like in the best way. 

I finally have everything in the new house put away! I took a bath to relax afterwards and the tub is super deep and the water stays warm because it was a whirlpool tub at one point. It was so comfy I passed out.

Having time to cook and make myself dinner makes me feel so much better the next day.

I went up into a headstand by myself at yoga Tuesday. 

For the first time in weeks I woke up with nothing to do outside of my normal work day. It felt absolutely fabulous. 

My new route I take to work is through the park and its sooo gorgeous! Especially now that all of the trees are budding. 

I love watching my cat explore the new house. He is checking out all the closets and old vents. Also, his fluffy legs look adorable when he runs up and down the stairs. 

My co-workers have been feeding me delicious food all week. 

There is a place my my new house that sells a really good tiramisu.

I was not having the best day, but then I got online and had an amazing night, made a ton of money and my friend stopped over to get me high and just gave me like a dime. Wouldn’t take any money for it.

One of the local radio stations had a dj who was playing all this early 00’s rap. It was delightfully nostalgic and made me laugh. 

I love waking up to emails from flirt congratulating me on having one of my highest money making days.