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Little Things Week of 8/6/2017

I was waiting in line at the coffee shop drive thru and when I pulled up to the window they just handed me my coffee because they know what I like. I was thinking about it happening right before it did, it was magical. 

I saw my cat catch a fly with one swipe!

I sat at my kitchen table and ate lunch to a lovely thunder storm.

Hot yoga is starting to feel really good rather than sucking my life dry, I am getting stronger every day. 

I had to tell work that I quit today. I feel so much better. I can ‘t wait to get all my stuff and really be done with it. 

I really love the girl who teaches the yoga class Thursday night. Her energy is just beautiful. 

My friend’s cat had kittens recently and he has been sending me the most adorable photos and videos. 

The girls at the coffee shop took a picture of the most perfect rainbow I have ever seen. 

I got invited on a trip to Indonesia!

I’m sitting downstairs with all the windows open. There is the most beautiful breeze with the curtains blowing and lots of sunlight. My cat is smiling in the window. Man, I love my living room so much.

One of my guys messaged me just to tell me how much he appreciates and values me. I am so grateful to have found a job where I am receiving the appreciation I deserve. 

Yoga was soooooo yummy tonight. 

It feels so good to be done with nails!!! I’m not even having people to the house, I can’t even.

I had the most fun weekend on camera and did a bunch of really fun shows. Met a lot of cool new people and reunited with some that I hadn’t seen in a while. I like let everyone in on a day in my life getting ready and stuff and it was really cool.

I felt this like crazy esp thing with some of my clients today, it’s soooo cool to be that connected. 

I finally got over 1000 followers on the site!

I just got nominated for an award at a European cam awards show!!

I had the best weekend online. So many badges, my best day yet, but most importantly I was genuinely appreciated by the people spending time with me. I’m making them feel good in the best way and that’s awesome.

Little Things Week of 7/23/2017

Pay attention to the little things that make you happy. They will begin to multiply into more than you ever thought possible. 

I feel so in the flow of everything. I can see how everything I’m doing is in sync with the things that are happening around me. I feel so happy.

Great day on camera. Didn’t make a ton, but didn’t have to spend much time online to make an amount that made me feel satisfied. I had a really great private at the end. I am getting to know this client well enough that we are having some pretty great orgasms.

I took the hardest yoga class I have ever taken. I thought I was going to pass out, but I’m glad I did it. I’ll go again next week. I think the instructor was giving me reiki. My feet were vibrating in a way I have never felt before.

My neighbor showed up to cut my grass which is really awesome because it looks like shit and I reaalllllyyyy don’t feel like there’s a good time to do it this week.

My cat was sleeping so hard in the corner today all curled up. He looked so adorable. 

I made someone laugh and cum really hard at the exact same time.

I officially quit my nail job. I feel like I can breathe and relax again. I feel excited. 

Today is the first day of the rest of my life and it feels like a true lazy summer day. 

 Ordered a pizza and almost got pop, but it was too expensive. Then the delivery girl randomly gave me a free pepsi. 

Took a yoga workshop and everything the instructor said and all the music she played flowed with the intention I set at the beginning of the practice. Every one of the teachers at my yoga studio vibrate such an amazing energy. The room takes me just about every time I step inside. 

I noticed in the shower how firm my ass is getting. My skin looks better than it ever has in my life, the kp is almost totally cleared up and I’ve been getting lots of compliments from the guys.

This is the most comfortable I have ever been with my body in my entire life.

I’ve been squirting on camera more lately.

My cat is sleeping upside down and his paws look adorable. Also, he just yawned and meowed at the same time. 

I am stopping throughout the day and reminding myself to slow down and just be here. Thank you yoga!

I love how comfortable I have been feeling on camera lately. Others have commented on how my room is like being in another dimension just like I said when I very first started. I love that we are all transported to this special place together. 

I got so many comments on how awesome it is that I am thick and that my body is beautiful. They think I am perfect just like I am. 

Vision of Love

I want to become a cam star. I love the idea of being famous online and being a normal person where I live, though I wouldn’t be opposed to something bigger. I want to have a regular clientele and I want to be on the leaderboards regularly. I would make so much money I would never worry about having enough to pay bills ever again. I will be taking care of myself like it’s my job–well it is. I will exercise, eat right, get enough sleep and always make sure I have a little time for just me. I will have time to read, study and travel. I will be able to afford regular salon appointments and I won’t mind doing my nails because I will be on hiatus from that career. And I will feel great about myself too. I will love how I look and I will have so much more energy. I will have a really fun life. Tanned from the sun and happier from actually getting to absorb some Vitamin D. I’m going to be happier than I ever thought possible while always staying true to myself. I will have a beautiful natural look that is always on point. I will always stay true to my style as well and I will have my ideal wardrobe. I will always smell of Gardenia Woods and a perfume that compliments it. I will have grown to be much more humble than I am now. I will be much wiser and have learned an invaluable amount from my new career. I won’t live here anymore and I won’t care who knows what I do for a living. I would encourage people to be open with their sexuality and accepting of other people’s. And I will always stay in the flow. In fact, I will lounge in it like a lazy river. It’s where I need to be if I am to help other’s the best I can. So may the greatness and beautiful little gifts continue to multiply.