She opens her room for the night, shoulders back sitting tall with confidence. The mood is relaxed, but with excitement. Her crown sits perfectly atop her silky hair, she is the Queen of the night. No one dares disrespect her for they will have at least a dozen men attack them at once. Her admirers surround her like a fortress, ready to give anything just to be in her presence. Her nipples press hard through her sheer bodysuit. Her look is stunning, fit and glowing with natural beauty. Her body moves before their eyes, a display of sexuality and art. Strict and sensual, she guides them through the night, filling them with pleasure and pain. Her time is pricelesss and nearly impossible to obtain. Teasing and toying with them she becomes rampant and filled with desire. She can barely take anymore as the sunrise begins to glow through her window… and that’s when he arrives. To take her away from them all. The only one who sees her deep inside, she can’t hide from him. This fills her with fear and discomfort, but that’s why she loves him–why he excites her. He knows exactly how to release everything built up inside her from the night. One of the many ways he loves to spoil his Queen. Her toes curl in ecstasy as they both reach the moment they have been longing for. He showers her with gifts and love as she curls up in the mountain of pillows behind her and her eyes flutter shut. He loves to watch her fall asleep, messy and exhausted from her work. And so ends the hot summer night, filled with sweat and satisfaction.
The universe is limitless, abundant and strangely accommodating. When I direct my attention toward the good things in my life, even better things start to happen. These were the good things in my life this week:
I have almost everything put away in the new house and it looks beautiful. I had this vision several months ago where I lived in a house with light wooden floors, sheer white flowing curtains and lots of natural sunlight. I have that now.
My parents came over for dinner and I made lobster that was actually delicious. They brought my flowers that go perfectly with the theme of my breakfast nook–like in the best way.
I finally have everything in the new house put away! I took a bath to relax afterwards and the tub is super deep and the water stays warm because it was a whirlpool tub at one point. It was so comfy I passed out.
Having time to cook and make myself dinner makes me feel so much better the next day.
I went up into a headstand by myself at yoga Tuesday.
For the first time in weeks I woke up with nothing to do outside of my normal work day. It felt absolutely fabulous.
My new route I take to work is through the park and its sooo gorgeous! Especially now that all of the trees are budding.
I love watching my cat explore the new house. He is checking out all the closets and old vents. Also, his fluffy legs look adorable when he runs up and down the stairs.
My co-workers have been feeding me delicious food all week.
There is a place my my new house that sells a really good tiramisu.
I was not having the best day, but then I got online and had an amazing night, made a ton of money and my friend stopped over to get me high and just gave me like a dime. Wouldn’t take any money for it.
One of the local radio stations had a dj who was playing all this early 00’s rap. It was delightfully nostalgic and made me laugh.
I love waking up to emails from flirt congratulating me on having one of my highest money making days.
If I am ever going to get what I want, I should probably define what exactly that is. I’m not entirely sure actually, but here are the parts I am sure of:
I want to travel. I want to see as much as I can and have friends from all over the world. I want to meet people that I can connect with on a deep and intellectual level. I want to experience other cultures.
I want to be with a man who truly values me as a person and wants to be loyal to me. A man who enhances who I am as a person and doesn’t need me to complete him, but that I am also attracted to.
I want to have money. I don’t need to be insanely rich nor do I place a high value on material things. I just want to be able to live comfortably and do fun things.
I want to own a home within driving distance to the ocean. I love the ocean and I must live near it.
I want to be healthy and feel good about the way I look. I don’t wish to achieve a specific look, just a healthy one that makes me feel good.
I want to have a great job. I want to wake up excited for my work because I am doing what I love and what I love is actually profitable.
I always want to be working towards being the best me I can be and accepting all of the flaws that are my unique perfection. I want to achieve a total acceptance of who I am naturally.
Most importantly, if these things don’t make me happy I want to find what does.