She opens her room for the night, shoulders back sitting tall with confidence. The mood is relaxed, but with excitement. Her crown sits perfectly atop her silky hair, she is the Queen of the night. No one dares disrespect her for they will have at least a dozen men attack them at once. Her admirers surround her like a fortress, ready to give anything just to be in her presence. Her nipples press hard through her sheer bodysuit. Her look is stunning, fit and glowing with natural beauty. Her body moves before their eyes, a display of sexuality and art. Strict and sensual, she guides them through the night, filling them with pleasure and pain. Her time is pricelesss and nearly impossible to obtain. Teasing and toying with them she becomes rampant and filled with desire. She can barely take anymore as the sunrise begins to glow through her window… and that’s when he arrives. To take her away from them all. The only one who sees her deep inside, she can’t hide from him. This fills her with fear and discomfort, but that’s why she loves him–why he excites her. He knows exactly how to release everything built up inside her from the night. One of the many ways he loves to spoil his Queen. Her toes curl in ecstasy as they both reach the moment they have been longing for. He showers her with gifts and love as she curls up in the mountain of pillows behind her and her eyes flutter shut. He loves to watch her fall asleep, messy and exhausted from her work. And so ends the hot summer night, filled with sweat and satisfaction.
I intend to win a free spot at the Summit this year. I am going to stay at a resort with a bunch of other cam models and learn a bunch of cool shit! I am going to the beach !!!!! In all honesty, the thought of being around all the other models makes me feel a little scared. I really want the chance to face that fear and to absorb as much as I possibly can.
If I am ever going to get what I want, I should probably define what exactly that is. I’m not entirely sure actually, but here are the parts I am sure of:
I want to travel. I want to see as much as I can and have friends from all over the world. I want to meet people that I can connect with on a deep and intellectual level. I want to experience other cultures.
I want to be with a man who truly values me as a person and wants to be loyal to me. A man who enhances who I am as a person and doesn’t need me to complete him, but that I am also attracted to.
I want to have money. I don’t need to be insanely rich nor do I place a high value on material things. I just want to be able to live comfortably and do fun things.
I want to own a home within driving distance to the ocean. I love the ocean and I must live near it.
I want to be healthy and feel good about the way I look. I don’t wish to achieve a specific look, just a healthy one that makes me feel good.
I want to have a great job. I want to wake up excited for my work because I am doing what I love and what I love is actually profitable.
I always want to be working towards being the best me I can be and accepting all of the flaws that are my unique perfection. I want to achieve a total acceptance of who I am naturally.
Most importantly, if these things don’t make me happy I want to find what does.