Week of 4/23/2017

The universe is limitless, abundant and strangely accommodating. When I direct my attention toward the good things in my life, even better things start to happen. These were the good things in my life this week:

I have almost everything put away in the new house and it looks beautiful. I had this vision several months ago where I lived in a house with light wooden floors, sheer white flowing curtains and lots of natural sunlight. I have that now. 

My parents came over for dinner and I made lobster that was actually delicious. They brought my flowers that go perfectly with the theme of my breakfast nook–like in the best way. 

I finally have everything in the new house put away! I took a bath to relax afterwards and the tub is super deep and the water stays warm because it was a whirlpool tub at one point. It was so comfy I passed out.

Having time to cook and make myself dinner makes me feel so much better the next day.

I went up into a headstand by myself at yoga Tuesday. 

For the first time in weeks I woke up with nothing to do outside of my normal work day. It felt absolutely fabulous. 

My new route I take to work is through the park and its sooo gorgeous! Especially now that all of the trees are budding. 

I love watching my cat explore the new house. He is checking out all the closets and old vents. Also, his fluffy legs look adorable when he runs up and down the stairs. 

My co-workers have been feeding me delicious food all week. 

There is a place my my new house that sells a really good tiramisu.

I was not having the best day, but then I got online and had an amazing night, made a ton of money and my friend stopped over to get me high and just gave me like a dime. Wouldn’t take any money for it.

One of the local radio stations had a dj who was playing all this early 00’s rap. It was delightfully nostalgic and made me laugh. 

I love waking up to emails from flirt congratulating me on having one of my highest money making days.

Week of 4/16/2017

The universe is limitless, abundant and strangely accommodating. When I direct my attention toward the good things in my life, even better things start to happen. These were the good things in my life this week:

The clouds were so big and fluffy they looked fake. It was beautiful out today in the 70’s. First time wearing shorts out this year πŸ™‚

I got a table and chairs for my breakfast nook for $20 and it’s really cute–like exactly what I was looking for. 

I found a ladybug 🐞 

Found out I get my keys to the house on Thursday! My friend who offered to help me move just happens to be off on Friday when I want to do it and is still up for it. And my internet is going to be cheaper as long as it’s fast enough and I won’t have any interruptions as far as being on cam. I am so so excited. I can’t wait to move!

I think I’m going to have just enough boxes to pack. I love that I don’t have that much stuff.

I was getting some bud downtown and a group of construction workers were like yaaaa he’s the man! It made me laugh. 

I’m getting so much farther into my twists in yoga. Tuesday class was the hardest one I’ve ever taken. I have never been so ready to collapse onto my mat, but I really loved it. 

Being on cam was really fun today. I didn’t make a ton of money, but I had a really good time and went private with some new people. When I logged off I couldn’t even believe it had been 6 hours. I felt so energized and happy.

My latte is so fresh and delicious today. 

It’s 4/20 and I just realized I can actually post about it on social media shamelessly! I got way stoned before work. When I got in the car to get my latte Bob and Tom were singing the song about smoking weed with Willie Nelson (still funny) and when I in the car again later to go to work Don’t Fear the Reaper was on. My friends and I in high school use to sing it stoners don’t fear the reefer.

Everything about my move went fabulous. I didn’t even have to put any gas in the moving truck. I can’t believe how strong I have gotten and how light all my furniture felt compared to all my other moves.

My cat loves the house so much. He is following me everywhere and cuddling with me and smiling all the time. He loves going up and down the stairs. 

I had been keeping an eye out for a napkin holder, but decided it was a stupid thing to spend money on. When I opened my new cupboards to put some food away there was a brand new napkin holder. 

It was nice to catch up with my friend who helped me move. He genuinely wanted to help; smoked a bunch of weed with me and wanted nothing in return but to hang out with me. I’m grateful to have a friend like that. 

Week of 4/9/2017

The universe is limitless, abundant and strangely accommodating. When I direct my attention toward the good things in my life, even better things start to happen. These were the good things in my life this week:

I got to see my new house today and it is more than I ever could have asked for. I have everything I need to thrive; a garden, washer/dryer, dishwasher, adorable breakfast nook. It’s perfect for me.

I totally got hit on when I walked my cat today. I wasn’t attracted to her, but it was still flattering.

I have three new clients scheduled on Thursday. I have an amazing week scheduled at the salon.

I love this new gel color I have on my nails. It has been matching everything from my clothes to my yoga mat without me even trying and it’s green!

This really hot guy I’ve been checking out at the gym totally looked at me on my way in to yoga. When I was leaving afterwards I saw him again and we made eye contact.

I’ve been getting so many compliments lately on the most random things; my eyebrows, my arms, my voice, my lifestyle and even the slight redness i have to my cheeks which is something I have actually always hated. I think people are noticing my newfound confidence from being a cam model.

A really hot guy messaged me on my Twitter page (for cam) and asked me to rate him. He said it was important what I thought because I’m a model. I was so flattered. In fact, I have had quite a few very attractive men messaging me on there…

My yoga instructor commented on how dedicated I am to practicing. It felt nice.

I saved $30 on Shellac topcoat.

My cat is so fucking cute.

I’m eating out right now and my waitress smells really good.

I dropped in at my favorite yoga studio as a treat and it felt so amazing–as always. I got deeper into pigeon than I ever have before. At one point my teeth were vibrating which is not a sensation I have felt before. They’re hiring for desk yogi. I want the job so I get to take classes for free.

Week of 4/2/2017

The universe is limitless, abundant and strangely accommodating. When I direct my attention toward the good things in my life, even better things start to happen. These were the good things in my life this week:

I received phone calls and/or texts from all of my recent ex boyfriends at the beginning of the week. So random and weird, but flattering.

I had a great shopping day! I only bought things I will use and found some great clothes and had the best lamb for lunch.

I organized everything to be packed and I got rid of everything I don’t use. I can’t believe I am still finding things to give away! I feel so much better knowing I don’t have shit I don’t need.

We got a massage chair at the salon!!!

I bought my mom breakfast and it made her really happy. It was also a really delicious buffet I had been craving all week. So satisfying, but no more buffets for like 5 years lol. So sick.

I was able to push up into a wheel pose at yoga. It was much easier than I expected. I have probably been capable of it for a while now and just didn’t think I could do it. I also received a compliment on my crow, which I can finally hold for more than 3 seconds.

My client texted me to tell me she found a polish color she likes and when she remembers the name she will tell me. A few minutes later she texts again to let me know the color was black. I can’t stop giggling.

I feel so in the flow today, like really in touch with the universe and myself. Just listening to myself a lot this week.

My cat has been waking me up by putting his paw over my mouth and letting his tufts of fur go up my nose lmao πŸ˜‚